And we’re back to the shitty emotional state.

pin-me-to-the-wall: You should have all the self esteem, you're the cutest! And you seem like a nice guy. Fuck what anyone else thinks!

I really try, I do.
It’s really just how I’m treated. It’s all revolves around my anxiety. When I’m used as a sexual object without consent, I become worthless. I feel worthless. I feel numb. I’m not really okay anymore

Self esteem, back to zero.