If I could start over.

I would take the people with me that mean most to me, and just start over. Leave everything.
Let it all play itself out over again, a clean slate.
I can’t stand feeling so, anxious about everything. I want to feel better.



im actually really afraid that no one will fall in love with me

Yup pretty much

My heart didn’t break into a thousand pieces after he left. Instead, I realized all the things he didn’t do. He didn’t want to hear my stories. He didn’t ask me questions. He didn’t smile when I was talking to him. He didn’t hug me out of the blue to make me feel good. His hugs were always a preamble to something else and after he was gone, I wondered if he ever knew me at all.
― Diane Les Becquets (via wordsthat-speak)